tension

one month i cant study, kepala dah serabut gila memang boleh study en?
my head full, blank, messy, semua benda lh ade.
and last night abang i ajak pegi main futsal, pikir pikir memang tknak ikut en
tapi boleh release tension sikit en. HAHA dapat score la gak, tk banyak pun 6 je.
dengan letih plus mengantuk, pegi lepak kat Al-Esfan.
i dengan abang i dah mengantuk gile. abang i ajak member die balik.
balik rumah straight tidur je, HAHA
bangun tidur je kaki kiri kanan lenguh. arghhh
i think eid this year so bored for me.
when i lose a person that i love so much, memang ada mode pulak en?
AKU TAKNAK RAYA

i want kill myself

i really really need someone besides me. i think now my head is blank or full. idk wht to do now. rase macam nak lari pegi luar negara je doe. i rase macam tk dilayan je. maybe bcse of my habit yg orang tk suke. idk how to dissolve this problem, but one thing i want to do yang pusing pusing kt kepala ni. leave me alone. i ni menyusahkan orang, menyakitkan hati je. bcse of my attitude i lose girl that i love so much.